I found this on someone's Face Book. I am both amused and horrified. This was the moment every insecurity I have ever had began. It is very distressing when you go from constantly being alone, having no exposure to other children and being used to your own schedule of life...to being thrown into a class of lots of DIFFERENT children. Not different bad...just different SO MANY. I was the different BAD one. Those fuckers never let me forget it. This was also when I developed my Don't Mind Me...I Am Going To Go Roam the Halls and Hide In The Library defense mechanism. I wonder if anyone else ended up with screwed up brains? I hope so.



That's all.

I bought new dresses last night. They make me happy. One reminds me of Molly Ringwald in Pretty In Pink. Katie also got a fancy dress. We ARE fancy.

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This is almost like my house! We only have three, though! I feel like these cats are doing a scene from Westside Story.

Anyway.

I got good news on the job front today. So to celebrate I went to...Sephora! Stocked up on my MakeUp Forever Hi-Def supplies, bought some Nars lipgloss (Gothika...oooh! I may have to smash a lightbulb and cut my wrists!) and some Philosophy lipgloss. I felt bad going in there b/c well I had no make-up on. They were probably like this bitch needs a make-up chair 911!

Tomorrow my new bellydance class starts!

Also, I have a friend who asked me to do the music for her birthday party Saturday. This makes me extremely happy. One b/c I haven't played anywhere since Alison and I broke up in 2001 and I can play whatever I want at this party. I mean it won't be like when Alison and I would have a show at Eden and were totally f'ed up and would play mixes of Abba and L.A. Style. Now those were the days. I so wanted Lords of Acid to adopt me. Call me ridiculous but I miss acid EBM. But this is so much easier than dragging mixing boards and decks around.

I had a super creepy dream about a horrible x-boyfriend. In the dream I rolled over in bed and thought I was kissing Andy but it was really the X!! Thinking about it now makes me want to vom in my mouth. Honestly, that's how kissing him made me feel in real life, though.